Talk to Psychologist on Depression ??

i am tired of everything like people and the things that once i loved to do, my parents say that i have ego thats why i font want to meet people,,,no, i just want to stay away from them since my childhood, i am tired of their questions, kia kr rahy ho?? shadi kb ho gi ap ki??and am on a stage am no more interested in things that i loved to do once,,i feel good to be alone in a room and no body with me ,,whatever my parents,siblings are talking looks bullshit to me,, i want another world where i dont have such life,, i have everything in my life AlhumduliAllah ,but looks like i have nothing, even asking my parents for money feels like its against my ego ,my parents say our money is yours,why you hesitate to ask us for money, 2 years ago i was crying on my mental situation but now am happy what i have become ,now i just love me ,tired of everything, one thing i forget to add,, life is meaningless,,be maqsad aur be maani,, pata nhe log kaise 70 sal tak hans k je laity hain