Talk to General Practitioner on Fetish/ Unusual

My issue is very unusual for someone living in Pakistan. I am addicted to many fetishes that have taken over my life. I am submissive by nature and i fantasize a lot about a woman dominating me and doing nasty stuff to me. I have a very strange kind of fascination with dominant woman, maybe because my mother was very strict when i was a child. Most of my fantasies have come from porn (particularly femdom), which is another problem i am suffering from. Some times my thoughts become so overwhelming that i cannot focus in real life situations. I am very shy and i never open up to anyone. I feel ashamed what people will think of me if they find out. Specially if a woman finds out, will she lose attraction and think of me as a sissy. Im very worried, my fetish fantasies are making my life dysfunctional. I dont know what to do. I try to suppress my thoughts but they come back stronger than ever after. Will i ever be able to satisfy this fetish or will i have to live in this agony for the re